The river of consciousness is flowing and you are all in it and an equal part of it. The river has one goal and that is to flow and eventually release itself into the vast ocean of freedom and eternal consciousness. Sit back and enjoy the ride. Judging and trying to control while you are on this free flowing ride are of no significance and will frankly get you nowhere.
If everything that has happened or that I can think of or that I can or will experience already exists, then does that mean that everything is fate and already decided for me in my life? Have I no free will or any actual choices? Is life actually preordained and I’m just a pawn on a chessboard?