The river of consciousness is flowing and you are all in it and an equal part of it. The river has one goal and that is to flow and eventually release itself into the vast ocean of freedom and eternal consciousness. Sit back and enjoy the ride. Judging and trying to control while you are on this free flowing ride are of no significance and will frankly get you nowhere.
It takes a tremendous amount of strength and courage for us to observe and acknowledge the patterns of habit and self imposed restrictions in our life. When this realization first occurs, it can be shocking and painful and our Ego will want to outright reject it. But allow those thoughts to come into your mind. Don’t force them away. Let these thoughts come, the gentle waves of them lapping at the regions of your mind. These waves can become very mighty ones and with their strength, you will be able to start coming into alignment by leaps and bounds with who you truly are, instead of the image that you are merely projecting into this world.