If everything that has happened or that I can think of or that I can or will experience already exists, then does that mean that everything is fate and already decided for me in my life? Have I no free will or any actual choices? Is life actually preordained and I’m just a pawn on a chessboard?
It takes a tremendous amount of strength and courage for us to observe and acknowledge the patterns of habit and self imposed restrictions in our life. When this realization first occurs, it can be shocking and painful and our Ego will want to outright reject it. But allow those thoughts to come into your mind. Don’t force them away. Let these thoughts come, the gentle waves of them lapping at the regions of your mind. These waves can become very mighty ones and with their strength, you will be able to start coming into alignment by leaps and bounds with who you truly are, instead of the image that you are merely projecting into this world.